This has been a funny week to say the least, with last night topping it off. We had a night out with just my co-workers (AKA, my guys). It was a great time and we have such a great group, yet we just lost one of them because he is moving on to further his career path. He will be greatly missed, not to mention, he was my work husband :), but we will see him soon at his house when his awesome wife is making us all Gumbo (They are born and raised in Louisiana), Thanks CC for great laughs!!
I am looking forward to a fun night with my sister Denise; she is taking me to the Sears Center for some Motocross???? Not me, but it is TOTALLY her, so I am going to have some quality sister time!! I am actually excited to put some different fun things into my life, so I guess this is the start! Moby Koleno is going with us and when you have a Koleno...anything can happen!!!
For whatever reason, this was such an emotional roller coaster week for me, but in the end....I gained some more strength, wisdom and confidence....actually quite a bit of all of those, I must say. We stuck to our new house rules that we all came up with, we ate healthy, got along, talked instead of yelling, did others chores if need be, made dinner instead of grabbing something because of time restraints and played games and worked out (ok, just Brianna did that). My sister Bobbi came over and had dinner and so I got to have some fun sister time with her as well. And, the baby of the family, little sister Carissa is coming home next weekend and we have not seen her since about a month before Christmas, so I am ecstatic to give her hugs and spend some good family time all of us next weekend!
I still have some things that need to have some closure and I plan on taking care of the biggest one this week. I have learned that you need to express instead of holding in or it will definitely wear on you, so instead of doing that, I say what needs to be said and move on. That is just how I work.
I had another old friend come into my life again this week and it is funny how you learn things that you never knew about someone or someone’s feelings after 20 + years. It is always fun to enjoy those conversations and maybe even get a few butterflies......never any harm in those RIGHT? It is amazing how your thoughts and feelings can go right back immediately with no effort. What does that mean really? Being single sometimes poses vulnerabilities that you may make some wrong choices on, so you need to always stand guard against your own self. That is another lesson I have learned through experience unfortunately, but again a good lesson learned.
I have also this week (or maybe long, not sure) started grinding my teeth, what is this all about? I have never done this and I keep catching myself in the middle of the day, I am wondering if this is why I have not been sleeping so well. Maybe I am doing this in the night as well. I am trying to focus on it, so I will stop, but damn it hurts a bit. I just don't understand why all of a sudden I am doing this? Hmmm... Any insight would be great and much appreciated.
I am still working on my new adventure into couponing but it is almost a full time job in itself and right now in life, I don't have the time to dig into so deep, but I am doing the research for sure. Big opportunities in couponing and very beneficial, so I will continue on learning. Or will I????????????
Ok, I need to get ready for my sister date and eat something before this caffeine takes over my brain and body!!! Have a great Saturday Night and GO BEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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